Saiful ,

I KNOW its hard to do what im gonna tell you to do .

and i know im gonna sound like i have no freaking feelings but ..

we ( b.s.c , kuda , etc ) need you to be strong right now .

i known you since sec 1 , your stronger than this .

i know it seems like im not being there for you and all , i've been busy and i need you to go through this alone , cause only then you will find out that your killing yourself for no good reason .

i know you really love her and she really loves you ,

if you do love her , respect her decision .

Be a Man ,

Do The Right Thing .

( chinese russell peter's Accent )

i do love you as a brother ,

and i've been there for you quite a lot of times i think .

This ,

You gotta do alone .