i keep saying to myself i can , i can do it.
but today , damn ..
im not even sure if i can dance.
i feeling so shaky.
i need to get my confidence up.
been practicing hard for this battle ,
and im not about to lose it.
but hey , i just need to at least hear rabia's voice for one last time before the night starts.
i need to.
she's taking control of my mind and heart.
damn , im really missing you rabia.
i need you now.
argh damn!
);

see this girl up here ?
i'm missing her freaking a lot !
i keep thinking about her .
how's she doing ?
what's she doing ?
she eating right ?
i just miss her very much.
ALOTALOTALOTALOTALOTALOTALOTALOTALOTALOTALOTALOTALOTALOTALOTALOTALOTALOT
and i love her more than i care about myself :]
i love you baby!